Hi everyone, I'm going to briefly discuss today. I really need to get a few other feelings out so I will try and do that too... I've just copied something I've written already because it sums up this morning! "So today was a crappy start. I didn't want to go to leavers group today, but … Continue reading It Takes Two
Hi guys, Goodness me, WordPress have updated their site. I think that just shows how long I've been away from last post. I'm so sorry about this. **Trigger warning: self harm idealisation** In all honesty, my head has been all over the place. To be fair, I'm not coping at all. My brain won't switch … Continue reading Where am I going?
Dear Wife, I want to thank you for everything that you have done for me over the past year and a half whilst I've been in therapy. I know it hasn't been easy, for me or for you. I know I should probably be in work by now. I imagine you're probably thinking the same. … Continue reading Dear Wife
Hey everyone, This post is about being in a same-sex relationship and wanting to start a family... I've had a rubbish few days. On Sunday, I spent the evening trying to hold back the tears. I was half way through some pyrography work, whilst drinking wine, when I received a text message and a Facebook … Continue reading If it sounds too good to be true, it probably is.
I wrote a piece of creative writing to describe what living with BPD feels like for me. I believe that there are other BPD sufferers out there who will completely understand this nonsense and that it will in fact make complete sense to them! What living with BPD feels like: There’s no easy way of … Continue reading What living with BPD feels like.
Hi guys, I'm back, so soon! Apart from my birthday, there have been other things going on, and my mind has been wandering around like I'm lost in some sort of Matrix. I'm literally making myself crazy by these thoughts spinning. Firstly, an update on the Rheumatology Gym - I was discharged from them on … Continue reading Thoughts keep spinning…
Hey everyone, I apologise for yet another long wait for a new post, but at least this time I have a valid excuse... MY BIRTHDAY. Yes. It is always this time of year I find the hardest. The clocks go back and the evenings get darker sooner. The weather is often colder, wetter and just … Continue reading Birthday Blues