I thought everything was getting better. At least, that's what it's meant to do, right? I've had a few problems over the past couple of weeks, and whilst I've dealt with things relatively well, I still cannot change my thought process of anger, frustration, hurt and pain and repeating those life moments I'd rather forget, … Continue reading Life exploded!
For the first time, I sit in a crowed loud cafe, sipping Earl Grey tea and munching on vegan gluten free chocolate chip biscuits as I write this... I feel small, as though I don't matter to anyone right in this moment. Everyone talking around me, volumes getting louder and louder as one group tries … Continue reading When fibro attacks!
Whilst I'm still having bouts of fatigue, I'm having to try my best to pull through them and work on some new products for an event being held this weekend. I'm so looking forward to being able to crash completely, and not have to worry about getting up to do anything. I mean, as much … Continue reading I’ll be writing again soon!
I've been wanting to write a blog post for some time, but I've not only been busy, but I've also been hit with the fatigue of fibro. Most likely from overdoing things, which is annoying considering there's so much which needs to get done. We've got a stall next weekend for our local Pride, and … Continue reading Welcome to June
It's been a week since my last appointment with my care coordinator. I've found it a little hard at times not knowing I will be able to see her to have a chat about how I'm coping. I mean, I've been coping well, but the thoughts of so much is going on, and it didn't … Continue reading There’s a glimmer of hope!
So that's it. Yesterday morning I had my last meeting with my care coordinator. Pretty scary stuff. I'm excited but anxious at the same time for being discharged from the mental health services. Perhaps because my last meeting also included stuff I should have said months, if not years ago to attempt to work through. … Continue reading The last meeting.
Today I'm going to write up something different. After purchasing a few different items to attempt to prevent the dermatillomania/skin picking disorder developed through anxiety, I decided it would be a good idea to review them, and let you know what I've found most beneficial to me. My skin picking consists of me picking at … Continue reading Review: Fidgets!
The worst part about fatigue is the inability to focus. Your eyes just want to close and stay shut, no matter how hard you try to keep them open. Your body feels weak, floppy and heavy. You can't function, and you feel worthless and useless. You become more and more depressed, and sometimes feel suicidal … Continue reading Fatigue.
FYI, I'm still aware of my To-Do list, I haven't forgotten... In fact, I'm about to check off another one. Let's go to point 2, as it'll be a short one...! Being blamed for something you haven’t done ✔ Being ignored, and yet you keep trying to get a response How my mental health affects me … Continue reading Being ignored!